I fucking hate this year!!! Fuck you 2014! Fuck you! Fuck you! FUCK YOU!!!I have NOT done anything bad this year!!! And all this bullshit is happening to me! Wtf did I fucking do wrong? Is this karma for all the things I done wrong in my past?!!?!
I miss you…
I can’t sleep..
I can’t eat..
I can’t think..
I feel abandoned..
2014 is the worse year of my life.
I can’t balance anything in my life.
I need a break, I could use a hug.. I wish the world can just pause for just a day, just give 24 hours to myself..let me catch my breath. 😔
I just want to cry my life away…
I’m fucking up so bad.. Idk how to handle it. I’m losing time, each and everyday. What have I got myself into. What have I done..
I woke up thinking.. I should just disappear. What’s the point on having friends if they won’t be there for me when I need them the most. Maybe I’m acting unreasonable and overreacting but shit… That’s how I fucking feel. Seem like everyone now these days been so cocky and a fucking dick. Everyone with their fucking ego. I just want to disappear and just say fuck it. What if I got up and disappear.. No one is gonna give a fuck. All they will say is, “wtf” and that’s it.
I just want to know who’s my real friends are….?
If you think you’re better than anyone … well… FUCK YOU, BYEBYE BITCH!